Sunday, September 21, 2008
ystd ard 9 plus, xiu nd me cab down t boat quay. at ard 10 plus kent came nd he asked me t acc him g eat first nd he eat super slow de lo. like zhabor like that sial. haas. i think even i also eat faster thn him lo. anyw, we went t drink. haahaas. obviously la huh. so late g boat quay of course is drink de urh. drank martell w green tea nd kent drank martell w coke. from morning till night i didn't eat anything nd i feel abit uncomfortable after a few cups. kent taught me how t play five ten. thn played dice nd poker also. i lose nd i was supposed t 'da' finish that cup but after a few mouth i really buey dong alr but kent kept on asking me t drink abit more. nd i vomitted. nbbbb. haas. i feel much better after vomitting. after that i didn't drink anymore because i can feel that before i vomit i alr abit seh ler. after drinking e lime juice ima much much better. baomu was feeling veh down nd i really hope that she will cheer up soon. got anything can always come t me okok? (: we slacked till 4 plus nd cab home. somethings i really can't say here but ystd was indeed memorable..
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Saturday, September 20, 2008
I LOST $100 TDAY. ND I JUST LOSE IT LIKE THAT LA. THAT TAXI UNCLE SIBEI CB. TIU LEI LO MO LAAA! NB. LAOCHEEBYE!i don't know wad's happening t me. e first few days was ok nd now ima starting t get paranoid nd afraid. i know, deep inside my heart i know. but it seems like ima trying not t face e reality. how long can i run? i won't force or wait, i won't cry or think, i won't do anything purposely. i will just.. sigh..****, if u're reading this, just t let u know this post is not for u. it's for someone else.
@ 1:57 AM
Friday, September 19, 2008
i will try t post as often as possible from now on alright. anyw i ve deleted my previous posts because everything is over nd i don't even wanna think abt it. looking at those post just makes me wanna puke. haas. before i start there is smth i wanna clarify first
. PLEASE DON'T MISUNDERSTOOD. OBVIOUSLY E SONG IS NOT FOR U. DON'T B SO BHB OK. WAD MAKES U THINK THAT THAT SONG IS FOR U? NB. LIKE I CARE LA OK. CRAPS! okkk. done! recently i ve been busy working nd i won't b gg t sch until N lvl starts because i just g t sch nd sleep. i can sleep thru out e day nd i c no point gg t sch. nd i definitely won't pass my N lvl so whatever. i don't really care because i just g along w my heart. since i don't ve e motivation t study now, i don't wanna force myself t study laa. unhealthy sial. haas. just take it easy lo, right? haas. anyw, currently e job ima having now is abit siong la. e schedule is abit packed but ima ok w it because e money is good. no pain no gain mah. just hope everything will b smooth smooth de ok. especially siaopo/baomu t cheer up nd SMILE! (: nd of course my family t b peace nd happy. xi wang wo shen pang de mei ge ren dou jian jian kang kang kuai kuai le le. (:
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