i suddenly think alot so decided t come nd blog. i think i woke up too early tday nd i ve nth t do now. abit phek chek. cause wen i think alot i will feel very down. i don't know y.. last time he told me before he is a easily jealous person but i think ima worst thn him. i get jealous over very minor things. if u were me will u feel e same too? ima really tired of getting jealous over ur ex agn nd agn or over other ppl. i always feel very bad after i ask or confront or even talk abt it. everytime wen i want t mention abt it i need alot of courage nd i think i need t take a few deep breathes before i can even open my mouth nd ask. sometimes i really don't feel like asking or talking abt it but i find it super difficult t keep it t myself. i just want t make things clear. but sometimes it's better t not ask, t not know. mayb i shld learn how t stay silent. ima not ok at all now. can u pls pls pls pls ask urself r u really over her nd ready t start a new nd fresh r/s w me.. whatever it is, i will respect. sorry boy it is not that i don't trust u. but u know ima sensitive nd i mean very sensitive. IF, if e same thing happen t u will u mind? will u feel jealous? will u feel good? sometimes i feel that ima really over sensitive but sometimes i will ask myself, is ima e one w problems because ima too sensitive or is it because of wad u r doing or wad u ve done that made me feel so bad? u understand wad ima trying t say.. sigh.. this feeling sucks t e core. i don't know if u will b angry after reading this but this is how i feel from ystd night till now. i don't want t tell u directly because i don't dare t do that.. i think by typing here will b a better choice nd i will feel better after typing it out.

love is when you are able to fight and have millons of arguments, but still wanting to be with that person.