Monday, November 17, 2008
ima very very tired now. i feel very sleepy but i can't sleep because i need t g work at 7am later. i thot jessie will give me afternoon shift on mon because dear will b working from 5-11 but i didn't expect her t give me morning shift lor. next week i swear ima gg t book e same time w him if he's working nd i want t tell jessie i don't want 7-7 or 9-9 alr. ): very tiring. i hope this week i can do swee swee for them w/o leaving early. i know it's really difficult for me t do it but i will tryyyyy ok? (; on sat, i was supposed t work 11-11 but i was late nd i reported at 12 instead. i called dear after i woke up nd we both took cab t work separately. it cost me $16 nd e driver still asked me t walk there myself because he was stucked somewhr. e uncle was polite but i was very angry because in e first place i was alr angry at myself for being late nd waste money nd took taxi nd he asked me t walk which made me even angrier. i saw dear at b1 nd at that time i was very phek chek alr nd vent it on him agn. i know it was my bad. ima a very bad gf i know. but sometimes i just cnt control my temper nd emotion. i know i ve said sorry for alot of times alr but i really don't know wad can i say other thn that. we were supposed t do setting for e D&D at night nd halfway, dear asked me t g t e backhse nd we talked. he said he is thinking alot also. ): i think i said smth which made him very angry nd he just turned nd walk away. after not long, he msg me nd we were alright alr. nd on e same night, my partner was SUPERBOY! :DDDD very happy because things were good nd smooth nd nice nd fast! haahaas. e only thing was dear ain't feeling well. i realised he was having fever after work. superboy fall sick u c. ): e next day which was ystd, i woke up at 8.15am nd took train t bukit batok. actually i wanted t bring him t e doc but it was sun nd e clinic located at batok mrt station was closed. i called him at 10am nd told him i was at bukit batok alr but e clinic was not open so i asked him t g back nd sleep first nd i will wake him up at 12pm. at 11 plus, he msg me nd after i replied he didn't reply me alr. i knew he fell back asleep so i didn't want t wake him up. he woke up at 12.30pm i guess. waited for him at e mrt station nd we headed t suntec after that. walked ard, ate nd watched movie. (: i fell asleep halfway thru e movie. it was not because i was bored or anything. i was probably too tired. after e movie we went t walk ard suntec nd ms. we had some conflicts nd dear was very agitated out of e sudden, really. e way he talk nd his actions.. it was my very first time seeing him w this kind of reaction. i was shocked. after that, he talked t me very nicely. i really don't know wad t say nd i guess there's nth more i can say because i can c nd i can feel.. how well he is treating me. e way he talk t me was really nice nd gentle just now. i know he really care for me. but on e other hand, ima always throwing tantrum. ima sorry, once agn. back t ystd.. dear was craving for egg tarts nd we went t many places but cldn't find any. i really don't know y. is it really so difficult t find an egg tart? anyw since he is craving for it, i will try t get him some after work later. hopefully i can find. ((: at ard 8 plus i went t batok w him because he was sick nd i don't want him t travel too much. hopefully superboy can recover from his fever cough nd flu soon! e beating of ur heart is my favourite lullaby.
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