ystd was a bad day. i think t me everyday is a bad day. mayb ima just too negative. but i ve my positive w me. ((: superboy once told me this. very very cute. hehs. on sun, loreto partner me w a new guy nd everything was damn cocked up. it seemed like i was doing 1 t 3 plus e guests that day sucks t e max ok. t me e new guy really didn't help much la. i just told him t tc of e drinks nd i don't know y our drinks was not top up. u know how it feels? sometimes i really don't want t kp those new ppl because they r new but wen things went out of hand, i think is because they ve problems that's y right. we can b slow nd stuff but t a certain extend is ok nd ima fine w it but on sun that situation, i really don't know wad e fuck he was doing thru out e dinner. i carried those trays until my shoulder very pain. i dropped e whole tray during e last dish. luckily i walked e other way nd i didn't drop infront of e guests. i was very anxious nd i went t look for chef, ronald blah blah blah immediately nd told them t help me. they did nd after that i just went t e store. i was feeling very down. ): after that dear came nd looked for me. i nearly cry but i didn't. we were not supposed t ot that day but because i wanted t, for e sake of money, i told him i want t ot. nd for e sake of me, he ot also. nd because of this, he didn't sleep e whole night nd went t sch e next morning. i can't imagine how tired he was feeling. on sun while working, dear nd me had alot of conflicts.. agn. ): don't want t talk abt it alr. ystd, during dinner i do vip w baomu. lawrence was e one who gave us tables ystd. nd ystd, there was so many new staff, more thn half of e staff ystd is new. i was very phek chek at first because things were cocked up agn but after e stoppage things went back t normal. i dislike doing vip because there r many procedures t follow nd i find it very troublesome nd i don't like t portion at side station. i still prefer normal table. (: things happened nd stuff during e dinner.. as usual la. everyday also got things happen one. ystd after i clocked out i called dear a few times but he never answer, i didn't talk t him for e whole day nd didn't c him for e whole day alr. seriously i miss him alot. but i guess we r both busy.. nd i think he is much more busy thn me. i ve nth else t say.. that's all for now i guess. sucks.