it has been a long time since i last post because ima busy working everyday. 1 week only off 1 or 2 days ok. very tiring nd stress. but since i ve decided t move out, i think i need t b really independant. anyw darling nd me wld b moving t another place soon. e rent will b cheaper so i hope it's not too tough nd stress for e both of us. recently many things happened. on e 7th of jan, darling nd me had a really big quarrel at e cathay. he raised his voice at me in public nd he grabbed me so tight nd after that he just walked away. this is e first time he did this t me nd ima really shocked. i didn't expect that he wld just walked away like that. i know ima at fault too.. sorry darling. ): after that he apologised nd we r still super sweet now kkkk! :DD our 3rd month is coming. hehehehs. i know my temper is always very bad nd out of control. just like wad darling say.. i can get angry w him everyday for nth. but i ve a very understanding nd sometimes abit patience de superboy! haahaas. sometimes his temper also very bad but overall he really treated me very well. he will always get me wad i want. like.. chocolates! :D whenever ima craving for chocos he will find ways t get it for me. haahaas. nd he took very good care of me. wen ima drunk, he will always b by my side taking very very good care of me. he never get angry or phek chek. he is always by my side. ima really glad t ve him. ((: i think he is very glad t ve me too. haahaas. although my temper very bad but i ve my good points also horh. anyw i was chatting w jia hui in msn thn she told me darling told her that he deleted his blog alr. think is because that day i kpkb. hais. make me feel so guilty u know. ima too sensitive alr nd e most important thing is that i didn't trust him enuff. sorry sorry sorry sorry! forgive me for e everything i ve done ok? u know i love u right? (; i very sian now. will post agn soon. anyw i rmbed a few days ago i msged jun xiang t asked him abt my cardigan nd ended up he said that he has been looking for me for days alr. i think he is very sad that's y. i promised him i will call him after work but i forgot. i think i will call him later if i rmb. lastly, i love you mr kent!