it has been a few months since i last blogged. so here i am. hehehehs. darling finally graduated. he passed nd ima so proud of him! hehehehs. my ben houuuuuu ziiiii. hehs. he is working almost everyday. same like me. i think my burden is not so heavy alr. but as usual, i still ve alot of fan nao nd stress. april is coming nd it's 'qing ming jie' alr. very few ppl will choose t get married at this month of e year because it's not auspicious. i know they still ve seminar nd D&D but if e seminar is a small one, they only put those regular morning staffs or those full times. even if they ve D&Ds, how many can they ve? 30? i think it's less thn 15. so how many days can we work? gcw always choose ppl t work. so wad can we do? just accept e fact nd survive w very little money. asshole. next wk i only get 1 pathetic day lor. 6 t 11 only can. damn lor. but, always look on e bright side of life. haahaas. just like wad darling said, next wk we ve so many days off we can look for a full time job. if we book everyday nd they just give us everyday, we will ve no time nd no chance t g outside nd c e world, t look for another job. if nobody stop us, we will still continue doing it. now, we r left w no choice. but there is still smth ima worry abt now.. e economy is so bad so bad now. many ppl r looking for full time job. so i wonder if ima able t look for a few time job by next wk? i need a job so desperately. i hope if i can't get a full time, at least darling can get it. i think since we ve alr moved out, at least 1 of us need t ve a full time job w a stable income. it will b better if 2 of us can get it. our rent is only $500. 2 of us share shldn't b a problem. i know working at gcw can get e money too but we can get money daily so u can't really c e money wen u work. plus e work is so tough there. especially for guys. i think $6 per hr is not worth it. nd e most important thing is working in e same enviroment make us quarrel more. this is very true. pray really hard that i can get a job by next week alright? hehs. darling is at work now while ima here blogging. ima having a flu nd cough nd he doesn't want me t g work so i took mc tday. (: tmr darling finally ve an off day after 8 days of work! ((: i miss him so much u know. we quarrel everyday nd sometimes i just think that it's getting from bad t worst. i know i ve been repeating this for alot of times but ima still gg t say it agn.. HE IS E BEST BF I EVER HAD! HEHEHS! LOVE U MY BEN HOU ZI!


without you tomorrow wouldn't be worth the wait &
yesterday wouldn't be worth remembering.